So, my family have been lecturing me about spending less time on the laptop and getting my hands on textbooks. But everytime i do it, they never seem to notice. So i was cracking my brains out studying Social Studies a few minutes ago, and Mr Singh's notes did not do any single help, and i made a set of notes on my own. I was really stressed out, didn't move an inch of my butt from my chair. I decided to bring out my laptop to ask a few of my friends what are the main points to study, and it looked like i didnt even touch the books. -.-

Mama: *walks over* Leena, kenape tak blaja Na...?

You kidding me right. Then what was i doing? What are all the worksheets and notes and books on the table for? Show? Woah. They weren't here when i did all my revision, and yet telling me im lazy. What is thissssssssssssss. And i go to the library sometimes on some Mondays just to do extra revision. They dont know tht, do they? Next time open eyes big2 cannn, and stop lecturing me when you dont know wht i've been doing.

Im sorry for being rude. But i feel that this blog is the only way i can let out my anger without any of my family members knowing (unfortunately not). Do i need to make a banner that says "FARAH AMALEENA IS STUDYING". arghhhhhhh.

1) Finally my blogsong is changed.
2) My ulcer is killing me
3) Yoga class tonight
4) Have yet to revise for SS

Highlight of the day...
5) Shalini's epic fall.

I really need to post SOMETHING here. Ok, blogging about the SHINee fansign at LOT 1 might be a little too late, so ill skip that. Plus, i dont want to be reminded.

The reason why i havent been updating is...

1) Busy with schoolwork (ceh bedek seh)
2) I have nothing to blog about, cuz blogging about what you do everyday in freaking school is very boring for people to read
3) Remedials end very late everyday, which makes me real tired after school and have no mood to blog.

k to sum it all up, im lazy to do it. period.

maybe i should stop bloggin. as if people read this blog. Do you? People? No? See, nobody reads this blog. Cuz it's boring! Nobody wants to read what i do during English, or Science or whtever. Or how tired running is every p.e lesson. Or how my form teacher is mental and lame. Do u? No?

Or maybe fill this blog up by insulting people from head to toe. And when you get spammed, you tell everybody, and start swearing at the world  when you should really stop insulting people yourself. Hows tht? Seriously. Take a break.

And my blogsong has been here for decades. Frankly, i dont listen to this song anymore. Im really lazy to change it. You guys will prolly mute or pause it when you come across this blog, just like you do to others.

I'll prolly not be so active here, nobody reads it anyways, and i dont really have anything to say/blog about. This will be the... last post, till next week i guess? Riiighttttt......

Shinee's in Singapore, and im excited. VERY EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Wouldn't it feel so awesome when you can open your skull and air out your brain? EWWWW omg what the hell? Nevermind. I need to really stop stressing about the freaking Shinee thingy, i need to pack my bag and get ready for another fucking long day at school tomorrow. I need to drain out all the issues thats in my head. Seriously, in no time it'll burst burst burst.

Farah, chill for now. FOR NOW.

Dear Khalisah♥,

i have never forgotten your cheerful and sweet self. Maybe before you recieved both my sms and have came across this blog post, you would've thought that i didnt remember your birthday. After all the times you've been there for me, i treasure you alot. You're a great and a beautiful person Li, dont forget that. And lastly, Happy Birthday. Cuz when you're Fifteen, dont forget to look before you fall.

Shinee will be arriving on 29 jan at 8.45pm at Changi Airport Terminal 3! and Shinee FanSign at Lot One Roof Garden at 1.30 pm on 31 january . And take note, its only for people who has the albums. If you guys want to purchase albums, they will sell at 9.30am at the same place, but they're LIMITED ALBUMS.

And im really going to come extra early. It'll be worth it. Even if i dont get to have their autographs.. at least i can still see them with my eyes, not only behind the comp screen. :P

"RING DING DONG my DING DONGZ" - Abang.

How can i not freaking scream when Shinee's coming to Singapore ohmygod AMYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

Ok chill. So, should i 'fetch' them from the airport? If so, when do they arrive? Is there an autograph session?

Im really desperate. Shoot me.

yes, MC for two days, yesterday and today. Kind of boring cuz i left my storybook under my school desk, which means i can't read during the weekendsssss. Really sucks. Just knew that the class is doing english compre right now, mannn. Means i have like extra things to do. But anyways, health comes first. Eh? nta la.

Ill miss the first CCA DAY for sec ones this afternoon too. Argh. Totally forgot about it. Oh well.

Oh My God can somebody pleaseeeee give me a full body massage my body is aching so badly.

Anyway, this is a little late. But CCA Open House was okay. Im not going to upload the pics on facebook, cuz most of them are in Syafiq's fb album.

me, mimie, ida.

setting rambot ye mira?

when me and mira was screaming our mereps inzalisna cheer, the others joined in.

k bai.

So im getting ready fr school on a saturday morning, to spend the rest of my day with the dancers and other beautiful people for CCA Open House. Im so tired, cuz i haven't got any rest this week, almost going home around 6.30pm everyday, which means i am always out for about 12 hours. Luckily there's such a thing called SLEEP. Oh, this is just the beginning. Wait for structured remedials next week.

Today us, the dancers, have only two hours to get ready with your baju, hair and makeup. We did this before during Kaleidorama, so let's do it again this time ok! :) Let's have fun. I have a feeling this is going to be my last performance already. It is. Right? *cry*

During rehearsal yesterday, as usual, BLSS Concert Band and the others did an awesome job, and i bet its going to be extra extra awesome today.

Alright, i have to leave for school now. Update ya'll laterz, with tons and tons of picturez.

Yess... to those who have constantly been visiting iplaydressup, COLLECTION 5 is launched baby! To those who havent, visit now (you've got alot to catch up on)! GO GO GO!

Seeing all these clothes in my house.. i feel so tempted to wear it you know. But still, i need to pay eventhough it's my bro and his gf's blogshop, so dont think i can suka2 wear it for free ok!

Other than that, i would like to thank Shira for making your first purchase on iplaydressup. Be sure to purchase more! With the new collection im sure you will be tempted to buy mannnnnnzzzz.

OH AND UH, THE CLOTHES ARE SELLING OUT FAST.
So visit visit visit! :)

sorry for the really harsh flash.

I must say the 3 days was worth it, eventhough some parts can make me sleep. I now know what to look out in the future, and also how to prepare for my Ns. We were suppose to write down what we want to be when we grow up, and guess what i wrote: FLIGHT ATTENDANT. Whoa, seriously crap i tell you. I dont even know what i want to be when i grow up. When i grow up, i want to be famous, i want to be a star, i wanna be in movies. Ceh, no la.

I wanna thank Coach Jacinta alot cuz without her coaching us for the past 3 days, i'll definitely miss out alot. She's like this little energy ball thats so hyper all the time, which makes everything lively for us. The fine-dining experience at Marina Mandarin hotel was nice, and they were playing all my fav childhood songs. Hehe.

Pictures are not up yet. Mr Izmi, i need you to send me through msn or email me a.s.a.p okay. Miss Terecia, you know what to do. :) So uh, since they're not up yet, just go to my facebook for the pictures. My bosses will be going online very late, so those who wanna see will have to wait very late also. ok bye!

Ba, did you forget that i was even alive?

I was touched by Shira's post on her blog, i never expected her to mention me out of all the other amazing people in her life. Yet, im moved by her words.

♥ Farah Amaleena.
the best blog-shopping mate i ever known ! always there to give her opinions about the dresses and blouses i'm eyeing for. always there to share with me blogshops and beautiful clothings that she know i'd love to have my hands on. other than that, she's also one of those juniors who's always there for me too. she'd listen to my cries and my complaints without ever complaining how tired she is listening to my dreadful weepings. indeed, she's a wonderful friend.

Well Shira, im not doing a reply to your praise just because you did one for me, but this really comes from the bottom of my heart. (eee drama pe)

I must say, Shira's the best senior. Apart from gossiping and online shopping with her (eh, visit www.iplaydressup.com ok!) She also helped me in every way that she can whenever i have problems. She came to my rescue when there are misunderstandings throughout our circle of friends. I'm definitely gonna miss her. And Thank You Shira!

Happy New Year guys, and to all graduates, miss you all.

This always happens to me every year, feeling super scared on the last day of the year. So here goes my speech-like post on 2009. 2009.. its a big jump from 2008.. nt studies wise that much, but something else. I hands down prefer 2009 in any year of my secondary school life, definitely. Firstly, dance made almost everything happen. Achieved Gold with Honours for SYF, did many performances, and dance made me know alot of beautiful people. I'll never forget the camp, where we curled up in ur sleeping bags in the AVA room while watching 'White Chicks' on the screen and a Mcdonalds burger to fill our tummies. And when we missed a performance with AYG the next morning, cuz we were late. That was one of the most heartbreaking moments of dance ever.

And there's this group of energy balls (such a weird name to replace the word FRIENDS) but they are really like energy balls, and they are what makes 2009 exciting. I've never been friends with them before 2009, but with the change of classes, i got to know them better. They're awesome as they should be, and yay, we'll be seeing each other next year in the same class to! Thank you Amy, Faiqah, Ter, Izmi, Mel, Shalini and manyyyyyyy many more.

2009 passed by like a bullet train, and its time we say goodbye to the bittersweet memories.

And to mum, hold on to whatever you have now, cuz its never the end until you give up. You're the strongest person in the world, the greatest mother ever and i couldnt ask for more. Its a rough time for you right now, but whatever it is, im sure 2010 will be better. (:

NOTE TO SELF:

Hey farah. 2009 has been a roller coaster for you, with everything surfacing unexpectedly, you still held on and looked on the bright side. I wish you can stay this way in 2010, even in the years to come. Be healthy and happy as always.

Happy 2010 my dearests, i love you all very much.

(quit with the drama mannnnnnnnnnnnn :P )

Hey guys. Another new video. Hope you like it. And stay until the end cuz there's a surprise.

so im right here, writting in my very own purple lenovo laptop bought by maman dai as a gift. i am loving every single bit of it, and of course, thank you so much uncle. i promise to study hard and buy you a car in the future.

anyway, i dreamt of a very unexpected person yesterday night.  but i guess dreams tell you nothing. but i wish that dream would come true, except the part when there  is a SYF performance and when all the malay dancers are done with their hair and everything, i was in school uniform, not knowing there was even a performance, and only got to know when they were in the midst of boarding the bus.

Me: *runs with schoolbag over to the dancers with their costumes on and hair ready* Where are you guys going?
One of them: erm.. erm.. nk perform syf dance..
Me: am i like suppose to know about this?
One of them: *gives excuses*
Me: *cry*

Oh My, now that's a nightmare. So Nai was in the dream too. Other than that dancemare (dance&nightmare put together. ey, cool kan?), the dream involving nai and thatperson was pretty cool. Oh please farah, ure in reality. stop dreaming about tht dream already. Oh, and did i mention the school band was in the dream too? Omg its like a CCAmare. (ok now what's a CCAmare)

i saw venetianprincess's parody of you belong with me by tswift and omg, i almost puked upon seeing such a gory sight of her. nigahiga's in the video too. Check the video outtttttt ok.

Me: He can see you.
Kakak: No he can't, the angle is too small. Do you even study science. -.-
Me: *sighs*
Kakak: I'm sorry, im a bitch aren't i.
Me: Yes you're a bitch.
Kakak: That felt nice right? Say it again!
Me: You're a BITCH!

sedap sikit hatiku.

Listening and watching Taec makes me high. Because he's hot.And i think i stole kakak's Minho from Shinee. Can?Oh! And i'm in love with watching Invincible Youth, Let's Go Dream Team, Two days 1 night, SGB on tv every week, so dont be surprised if i switch my place to the TV instead of the computer. :)

So a few days ago, kakak wanted to draw some money from my account, so i gave her my ATM card. i have always been unsure of my pin number, but when i enter the pin myself, i could get it right. but it's kind of stupid that i cant recall what my pin number was. I gave kakak all the possible combinations, and she tried entering so many times until my account actually got freezed. So i made a call to POSB about my freezed account, and im required to answer this bunch of questions that i cant even answer. "What was the last thing you purchased using your card?" "What on screen name.." or whatever shit. I cant remember the last time i even did anything to the card, i have such a bad memory. and kakak was making it worse by giving me that "can you be any more stupid" look, so i cant concentrate while talking to that person on the phone! yea im unable to multitask. and dont talk to me while im on the line with another person and expect me to hear every single thing that you're saying when two people are talking to me at the same time.

yes im happy now cuz i already got a new card.

and im really bad at talking to strangers on the phone, yes with reference to the above situation. someone from overseas called and i was so clumsy, i dont even think that person understood me but whatever, that case is solved. and was being laughed at for unable to order Starbucks yesterday at Johore. that person was seriously giving me that whathefuck face.

im such a dork. but so proud of it. ok whats there to be proud of im like filled with pure stupidity.

and i played a game that tells us our brain age. and my brain age is 80. i dont like that game anymore.

why is everyone offline? oh, its because they have a life! hahaha.

school. hmm i miss school. i cant believe its the december holidays. its the holidays. id be wishing for holidays when school has started. i feel like i need to enjoy this more. but enjoy with whaaaaat? kawan, kata nak janji sleepover. biler nak sleepover. :(

i'm so in love with... my blogsong.  Go Secret! ^.^

Let's get a shovel and bury that asshole like right now, right now Amy! Ter, join ah.

I feel like breaking his face.

You know how Postsecret publish anonymous secrets on its website every Sunday for people like us to read? Well, i keep a notebook full of secrets that i wouldnt ever tell anyone in my life. The purpose of keeping a notebook full of facts is um.. i dont really know the purpose, but it feels like im telling someone my secrets one by one without that person actually telling it to others. And its a notebook that i trust most. How funny. And how funny that this post comes without a purpose.

Anyways, Happy Birthday Terecia. Dont ever change ur blur self.